The toughest thing...
The toughest thing I’ve done ...lately.
Well a bit of a background. You all know we/I had a car accident 2 years ago. I lived threw it after screaming to God “I will pay you back, I will do anything-please, spare our lives.” Well, I since have run for the church council, and a bunch of other things, as the pay you back stuff. Well last fall I ran for council president, and won. This sorta brings you up to date. Well last year the council president didn’t do much of anything. NEVERTHELESS, this year our Pastor moved on to bigger and better things so we at the church had to find a new minister. So, I (the one with the big ideas *?) joined the call committee.
Well last Sunday I had to get up in front of the whole church (well over 1,000 people {ok maybe 250 people}) and tell them about our new candidate, and conduct a meeting and count ballots and all that stuff. Now I have never talked in front of a bunch of people. I tend to quit breathing, turn blue, and tip over dead as a dog. I have lived that scene over and over in my dreams. And this time was no exception.
There was a bit of campaigning against the call committee’s desion, and it kinda got my dander up. So I decided that I could (don’t know what got into me) speak out in front of the church. I thought I could express my/our viewpoint and sway voters to pass the motion to hire this new young very inexperienced minister from Minneapolis. Well I did it!!! I didn’t tip over and die. My knees weren’t shaking me off my feet. I mean I did what I had hoped to do and we voted to approve this man as our next minister.
It maybe doesn’t sound like a big deal to most of you, but for me this is just the toughest thing in the world. I hope God knows I paid him back now. I recon. tho, that he’s not done with me. M-M-M I wonder what he has in store for me next.
Well a bit of a background. You all know we/I had a car accident 2 years ago. I lived threw it after screaming to God “I will pay you back, I will do anything-please, spare our lives.” Well, I since have run for the church council, and a bunch of other things, as the pay you back stuff. Well last fall I ran for council president, and won. This sorta brings you up to date. Well last year the council president didn’t do much of anything. NEVERTHELESS, this year our Pastor moved on to bigger and better things so we at the church had to find a new minister. So, I (the one with the big ideas *?) joined the call committee.
Well last Sunday I had to get up in front of the whole church (well over 1,000 people {ok maybe 250 people}) and tell them about our new candidate, and conduct a meeting and count ballots and all that stuff. Now I have never talked in front of a bunch of people. I tend to quit breathing, turn blue, and tip over dead as a dog. I have lived that scene over and over in my dreams. And this time was no exception.
There was a bit of campaigning against the call committee’s desion, and it kinda got my dander up. So I decided that I could (don’t know what got into me) speak out in front of the church. I thought I could express my/our viewpoint and sway voters to pass the motion to hire this new young very inexperienced minister from Minneapolis. Well I did it!!! I didn’t tip over and die. My knees weren’t shaking me off my feet. I mean I did what I had hoped to do and we voted to approve this man as our next minister.
It maybe doesn’t sound like a big deal to most of you, but for me this is just the toughest thing in the world. I hope God knows I paid him back now. I recon. tho, that he’s not done with me. M-M-M I wonder what he has in store for me next.
posted by Deb | 1:28 PM
3 Comments:
Good job Deb ,I know where you are coming from,My voice becomes tight.Worst thing in the world for me.Kelly
Good for you !!
I am proud of you!
See, any one can do this if you put your mind to it.
Mom
i hear ya! i hate speaking in public in front of a bunch of people. i'm glad you did it. our church will thank you!
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